Post Op check up

We have just got home from his check up and the news isn't good. His eyeball is bleeding, I knew there was too much blood to be normal. He may have to have more surgery later this week. Where the iris came away is bleeding. I made it all through the appointment and out to the car before I lost it and cried. I should have got someone to watch Annalise today. I have called Rich and he's coming home. I'm a bit upset. A bit? A lot. Really upset. Really really upset. Back to lots of crying then smiling when Annalise comes in. I was trying to make her lunch and every time I put Joel down he cries and she keeps saying "Mummy why is Joel crying?" and all I can tell her is that his eye is sore before I start crying. Poor Annalise, she shouldn't have to experience this, she's only 3.